I'm going to make it through, you'll see
I swear I'll prove you wrong
You haven't seen the last of me
I am way too strong
it's not impossible, you'll see.
you've never been inside my head

Well, I'm still pulling together from my latest bit of adversity, but on the whole, I'm much better than I was on two weeks ago.  I must confess, I was a bit of a wreck ( Read more... )

So I wrote this a day ago before I got the bad news.  Since writing it,  I've had a 180 in mood shift.  All day, I've been sulky, depressed, and angry.  Kind of shifts.  Anyway, write what happend at the end.  I was in a much better mood when I wrote this next part, though I did edit out a few things that are no longer relevant.

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Once again, I'm facing an end of the semester crunch time.  I was handling it well, but I've slightly fallen behind.  No matter, I'll make up time tomorrow!  Anyway, I don't have a lot of time, so I'm going to do a cop out again, and just post of bunch of music videos.  However, instead of being silly, my goal here is to turn you on to this band I ( Read more... )

           Time continues to race by!  I’ve been busy busy busy these last few weeks, and I’ll be even busier in the coming three.  Then I’ll have a bit of a break in January, then back at it again for one more time!  I’ll be slightly less busy that semester, but I’ll also be looking for a job while working an internship (which I still need ( Read more... )

Wow, now November is half over.  Big projects are staring to looming near.  I got about a little over a month to write 45 pages on two different research subjects.  I’m pretty much done gathering research materials for each, now it’s just a matter of getting through everything.  Going to spend much of next week going through  materials to ( Read more... )

   ( Non-Desert Bus stuff )

Already the middle of October?  Where did the time go.  But that means that this semester is half over for me, and I’m hanging in there, somehow.  Like I predicted, this semester is going to be rough, but I know I can do it.  I’m pretty proud of myself, cause I’ve been able to keep up with all of my grad work and job.  I’ve even started to do ( Read more... )

This entry is a follow up to the last weeks entry, about my bike crapping out.  Well, I ended up getting a new bike, so let me tell you about this awesome beast.  I went with something a little different this time.  It’s not quite like any other I’ve had, and yet, it’s almost a combination of the two.  It has the skinny wheels of a road bike, ( Read more... )

Well, school has been under way for a few weeks now, and UGH!  This is going to be the hardest semester EVER.  But hey,  two weeks down, only 12 or so more to go!  It would be significantly easier is stuff didn't keep breakdown on me.  The biggest loss I'm feeling right now is for my trustworthy bike.  I have successfully road that sucker into the ( Read more... )

It's like I'm standing at the edge of a cliff, or a high diving board. Or maybe the open door of an airplane. I can see where I'm going.  After I arrive, it won't be so bad, but the trouble is the journey there.  It's going to go fast, but what I do on the way down will make all the difference between landing safely, or crashing spectacularly.  I ( Read more... )